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千賀子がいなくなって初めて彼女をどんなに好きだったかに気づいた。

Sentence Analyzer

千賀子 いなく なって 初めて 彼女 どんなに 好き だった 気づいた

English Translation

It was not until Chikako left me that I realized how much I loved her.

Furigana

千賀子(ちかこ)がいなくなって(はじ)めて彼女(かのじょ)をどんなに()きだったかに()づいた。

Romanji

Chikako ga inaku natte hajimete kanojo o donnani suki datta ka ni kizuita.

Words

()
indicates sentence subject (occasionally object); indicates possessive (esp. in literary expressions); but; however; still; and
居る (いる)
to be (of animate objects); to exist; to stay; (after the -te form of a verb) verb indicating continuing action or state (i.e. to be ..ing, to have been ..ing)
成る (なる)
to become; to get; to grow; to be; to reach; to attain; to result in; to prove to be; to consist of; to be composed of; to succeed; to be complete; to change into; to be exchanged for; to play a role; to be promoted; to do ...
初めて (はじめて)
for the first time; only after ... is it ...; only when ... do you ...
彼女 (かのじょ)
she; her; her; girlfriend; sweetheart
()
indicates direct object of action; indicates subject of causative expression; indicates an area traversed; indicates time (period) over which action takes place; indicates point of departure or separation of action; indicates object of desire, like, hate, etc.
どんなに (どんなに)
how; how much
好き (すき)
liking; fondness; love
()
be; is; indicates past or completed action; indicates light imperative
()
indicates a question (sometimes rhetorical); or; whether or not; some- (e.g. something, someone); indicates doubt, uncertainty, etc.; emphatic prefix; suffix forming adjectives or adverbs; in that way
()
at (place, time); in; on; during; to (direction, state); toward; into; for (purpose); because of (reason); for; with; by; from; as (i.e. in the role of); per; in; for; a (e.g. "once a month"); and; in addition to; if; although
気付く (きづく)
to notice; to recognize; to recognise; to become aware of; to perceive; to realize; to realise

Kanji

Readings: セン、 ち
Meaning: thousand
Reading: 
Meanings: congratulations, joy
Readings: シ、 ス、 ツ、 こ、 -こ、 ね
Meanings: child, sign of the rat, 11PM-1AM, first sign of Chinese zodiac
Readings: ショ、 はじ.め、 はじ.めて、 はつ、 はつ-、 うい-、 -そ.める、 -ぞ.め
Meanings: first time, beginning
Readings: ヒ、 かれ、 かの、 か.の
Meanings: he, that, the
Readings: ジョ、 ニョ、 ニョウ、 おんな、 め
Meanings: woman, female
Readings: コウ、 この.む、 す.く、 よ.い、 い.い
Meanings: fond, pleasing, like something
Readings: キ、 ケ、 いき
Meanings: spirit, mind, air, atmosphere, mood